so...
well i know i havent been on here much lately...yeah im sorry for that...lifes sucking again...well i wrote a poem today to someone but they dont konw its to them...so here goes:
I'm sitting here,
Wondering whats going on,
Why things have turned out this way...
I just wanna know whats gonna come of it...
I think I'm just gonna turn my back,
Turn my back and walk away,
Then maybe you'll see things differently,
Hopefully you'll understand why,
Why I'm just walking away,
Walking away from all the things in my life.
I have to turn and face the sun...
Walk towards the sun and see the light...
I don't see it right now,
Because I'm faced in the wrong direction...
You've helped me see that I need to turn,
Turn and start walking...
Its time...to walk away...
so yeah now an update i guess...well theres been a hella lot of drama going on lately in my life and thats what that poem means when i say im walking away...im walking away from everyone who is causing drama and if they want to be in my life then they need to fix the situation at hand and then come talk to me...yeah well im not sure whats going on right now...i mean i hit rock bottom on monday before school...took 5 vicaden and 2 tylenol before leaving for school...well my step-dad had taken my brother to the bus stop and then left for work and my mom was in raleigh and i was stuck at home during the 2 hour delay and in a really bad mood because of many things...one being the situation that has become way out of control between stacey and i and her and jessi and her and dana...ive just completely cut myself off from dana...or have tried but she wont leave me alone...oh well...hopefully it all works out...ill update later...
I'm sitting here,
Wondering whats going on,
Why things have turned out this way...
I just wanna know whats gonna come of it...
I think I'm just gonna turn my back,
Turn my back and walk away,
Then maybe you'll see things differently,
Hopefully you'll understand why,
Why I'm just walking away,
Walking away from all the things in my life.
I have to turn and face the sun...
Walk towards the sun and see the light...
I don't see it right now,
Because I'm faced in the wrong direction...
You've helped me see that I need to turn,
Turn and start walking...
Its time...to walk away...
so yeah now an update i guess...well theres been a hella lot of drama going on lately in my life and thats what that poem means when i say im walking away...im walking away from everyone who is causing drama and if they want to be in my life then they need to fix the situation at hand and then come talk to me...yeah well im not sure whats going on right now...i mean i hit rock bottom on monday before school...took 5 vicaden and 2 tylenol before leaving for school...well my step-dad had taken my brother to the bus stop and then left for work and my mom was in raleigh and i was stuck at home during the 2 hour delay and in a really bad mood because of many things...one being the situation that has become way out of control between stacey and i and her and jessi and her and dana...ive just completely cut myself off from dana...or have tried but she wont leave me alone...oh well...hopefully it all works out...ill update later...