Never
I've been thinking. Esther said "never say forever to a girl who doesn't believe in forever."
I don't understand why women have to believe in forever. What really lasts forever anymore? Polyester? Yeah, I think that's about it...
Maybe I'm being cynical. But maybe when you are single and you don't want to be hurt by thinking you'll find Prince Charming and then never getting him, you need to be a little bitter--if only to protect yourself.
I wish I had so much integrity that I could make a decision and stand by it. I wish that I could just say I don't ever want to talk to Varun again and then do it, all by matter of principle. But there are so many "what ifs" that I can't make a decision and stick to it.
What if I'm missing an opportunity by cutting him out of my life? What if I'm missing out on a good friend? What if I'm missing out on someone I could possibly spend my whole life with?
My mom always told me never to look for a man and I never have. But she never gave any advice on looking back.
I don't understand why women have to believe in forever. What really lasts forever anymore? Polyester? Yeah, I think that's about it...
Maybe I'm being cynical. But maybe when you are single and you don't want to be hurt by thinking you'll find Prince Charming and then never getting him, you need to be a little bitter--if only to protect yourself.
I wish I had so much integrity that I could make a decision and stand by it. I wish that I could just say I don't ever want to talk to Varun again and then do it, all by matter of principle. But there are so many "what ifs" that I can't make a decision and stick to it.
What if I'm missing an opportunity by cutting him out of my life? What if I'm missing out on a good friend? What if I'm missing out on someone I could possibly spend my whole life with?
My mom always told me never to look for a man and I never have. But she never gave any advice on looking back.