even though you're so close to me, you're still so distant, and i can't bring you back

Jan 09, 2005 18:46

i went to the funeral today...i didn't exactly know my [great] aunt esther that well, so it wasn't as heart-wrenching for me as it appeared to be for my mother (why she was so tearful when esther is my dad's aunt, i don't know). but the part that did make me sad was her husband of 64 years, lester [i kid you not, their names actually rhymed]. he was so devastated, it was almost too much to watch. lester and esther actually loved each other; they gave a new meaning to the phrase "undying love."

i've never seen it rain as hard as it did today. it was unthinkable. it was raining so hard that i couldn't understand how there was enough rainwater in supply to keep raining all day.

last night my mom was commenting about how i'll be 18 next week. her thoughts: you can vote now! my response: pfft, voting is stupid. i can buy cigarettes now! luckily, she knows me well enough to understand exactly how ironic that statement was coming from me.

i'm still very pissed about the pointlessness of my dentist appointment in beverly hills. why did my parents' regular dentist recommend this guy who only does root canals, when my parents told him that it probably wasn't a root canal. i'm not going to even bother going into the details of that adventure.

and since i haven't been sleeping too well, last night at 3 am i decided to put a book cover on my math book, considering everytime i touch it, a new tear appears on the cover. then i decided book covers are spiffy, so i got a little carried away and put some on my astronomy book and my gov't book.
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