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I can't get back to sleep.
Y'see my camera died yesterday and I'm so upset about it. I even DREAMED about getting a new camera that and trying to figure out ways to compensate for my pro camera's loss. *sigh* And to make matters worse it wasn't really mine it's my dad's actually I just took one cause they weren't getting any use. But the camera is nearly 8 years old and my dad bought them used to begin with. It was a matter of time before they started showing wear. I was just hoping this wouldn't happen until AFTER I finished filming my movie. Losing my camera like this is going to be a major setback. The
I do have another camera but it's the lowest end version of a four year old series of low end consumer camcorders. I'm so used to using a professional camera that it's hard to even look through that dinky camera's viewfinder. Working with it would definitely be a step backwards at making good looking footage for you all to see because when you upload any kind of video onto the internet (like with youtube.com for example) you are cutting down the quality of your footage drastically just to make it quick and easy to download. So if I shoot something on this dinky cam there's a good chance it'll look 30-40% crappier than the crap it'll be before i even shoot it.
And this had to happen when I was just starting to get the most use and FUN out of my camera
=(
Why do all the things I care most about in this world - in my life - always end up leaving me in some shape or form? And it's not like they're totally gone either. I lost my moms but in a way she's still with me. My baby bro TJ is gone but he's only a phone call away. The camera is dead but I still have the knowledge and skills. And the women I love(d)... *grumbles* ...I hate girls.
I need a fuckin' drink. *grumbles* And a camera. High definition lol.
Y'see my camera died yesterday and I'm so upset about it. I even DREAMED about getting a new camera that and trying to figure out ways to compensate for my pro camera's loss. *sigh* And to make matters worse it wasn't really mine it's my dad's actually I just took one cause they weren't getting any use. But the camera is nearly 8 years old and my dad bought them used to begin with. It was a matter of time before they started showing wear. I was just hoping this wouldn't happen until AFTER I finished filming my movie. Losing my camera like this is going to be a major setback. The
I do have another camera but it's the lowest end version of a four year old series of low end consumer camcorders. I'm so used to using a professional camera that it's hard to even look through that dinky camera's viewfinder. Working with it would definitely be a step backwards at making good looking footage for you all to see because when you upload any kind of video onto the internet (like with youtube.com for example) you are cutting down the quality of your footage drastically just to make it quick and easy to download. So if I shoot something on this dinky cam there's a good chance it'll look 30-40% crappier than the crap it'll be before i even shoot it.
And this had to happen when I was just starting to get the most use and FUN out of my camera
=(
Why do all the things I care most about in this world - in my life - always end up leaving me in some shape or form? And it's not like they're totally gone either. I lost my moms but in a way she's still with me. My baby bro TJ is gone but he's only a phone call away. The camera is dead but I still have the knowledge and skills. And the women I love(d)... *grumbles* ...I hate girls.
I need a fuckin' drink. *grumbles* And a camera. High definition lol.