never gonna catch tomorrow
I'm currently researching about Gandhi, I keep spelling his name wrong and my pen is just rubbish. Think I see this as a good enough excuse to quit whilst I'm ahead.
Things have been a bit messy, not particually in the greatest of ways. I recently bought some Vitamin C tablets, because I figure my immune system has been on holiday for 3 months, I also bought some energy tablets because my glucose levels are pretty poor, I've collapsed before in the past few years, oddly enough was never tested for anything, I just put it down to not eating anything. Which I'm exceptionally good at doing, I really think that eating is behind the way I behave and act, if I was eating more healthily I'd be a lot more positive just generally. So it makes me wonder why I don't actually do it, more of a hygiene issue, the kitchen is so grimey I just don't really like cooking, or generally I just don't feel that hungry etcetera.
Infact the only thing I'm proud of doing this week is crowd surfing at a Lostprophets gig, and perhaps to a certain extent, I did confront Carly and say "We need to talk", and she didn't hear me at first, so I said it again, she replied with "Huh?" and then I comically said "Umm. Nevermind." and left it. Yipes. I have kept my distance the past 2 weeks because she has split up with her boyfriend, she says she broke her phone by throwing it at him. Sounds like fun. But I don't know what is going on anymore, don't know if it is worth like, even thinking something is going to happen. Yet I was told "Do you like Carly? Then tell her". Hmm. I guess I'm feeling pretty anxious that I'm not really going to see her over a week now anyway. I'm going to a gig everyday. My friend abtly titled it 'P Festival'. The main highlights being Kasabian & Morrissey. I shall piss my pants with excitement every day and not change my clothes...I'm still going to try attend uni though. Yes! That's the spirit.
Think I'm looking forward to Xmas now, just to get my head around a few things, think my main motive is to enjoy the next 3 weeks as much as possible. Sorry I'm not actually around anymore. I've given up hope we will ever have internet. It's gotten to the point where BT have to dig up half the pavement for some obscure reason, so basically we've paid for a 12 month contract and we'll only get 5 months out of it. Plus the new House issue, that is not going so well. Originally we were going to look at an 8 bedroom house, 8 people in one house! But we settled for 6, so we find a really nice house in Brazil Street and the next day go to put a names down for it. You have to put £50 deposit down on the day. However we lost it because Katy wouldn't get in contact with us, she's not being talking to us for days and we're not sure why. We haven't done anything to upset her and it's kind of poo. Lost the house though. Bah!
Ohwell. Bye!