i'm sorry

[fake_smiles]

 this is suppose to be a good thing.
I'm hurting with no tears going down my face.
my mind keeps rolling in high times.
      my medicine.
I couldn't make up my mind whether to see her before she leaves again.
  I stayed put. home hidden!

I left my studio. My privacy and came back to the originality.
Not a bad place. Another difference. Another move.
Please let this be it. 
I'm done moving.

I need time and savings.
Good start for another beginning.
I feel more inlove and the same time lonely.
     In love with someone else. 
No possibilities, guaranteed?
I know, we won't happen but you make happy and smile.