I'm just writing

Aug 13, 2009 23:13

I'm trying to keep writing.
Although, I'm loosing it just a little.
What's been interesting lately?
Oh, last night i dreamt of sex.
I'm missing it. I want it so bad. He or she, I want to be settled with one.

Ugh, i want more weed.
I want easy connection. I know more "mens" than girls so far.
and i smoke with a variety.
Sheez! where is this all coming from?
My first blunt was with 3 white boys. Gives me a little chill thinking about that night. Ha, it was weird!

Last night I worked at Pukalani. I love that store!
Everyone is so cool.
Let it Rayne me some smoke because thats all we did last night.
It was awsome. Hot box on our breaks. Breaking rules and its okay.
*Smiles*

I just talked about the past two days..

One day I'm going to read backwards. Take a peak at my pasts. No emotions and pretends its a book.
I write for myself.
My personality is too much.
I won't be able to give myself a character word. I'm too many.

I wonder who rides along with me?
How long? 
Lasting always tends to break.

I hope you'll hold on

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