Apparently, last post was 13 weeks ago
I feel like a small child in the middle of a wide stage, trying to impress my parents. Embarrassed, hoping they like it. It's crazy how nervous I get typing in this journal, even though it's supposed to be for my own comfort. I get so scared when I try to imagine how I should sound, how I should write, if my opinions matter. I think I know too many people on my blog list, so I'm going to pretend to not know anyone.
I wonder how it would feel to break up with someone, what my reaction would be like, if we would have a long fight to the bitter end or if we will just say good bye and go our separate ways. I remember having crushes, telling them and having some of them become my good friends. Others, I guess I scared off, hahaha.
But my roommate just broke up with her boyfriend and it's been dragging for a long time. I wonder if maybe I should tell her to go back to him to quit from listening to her talk to him about how he needs to change. I would just drop a guy if he couldn't pick himself up. If he can't take the hint that he needs to change after telling him it's over, then staying with him will be poison. He'll just grow complacent and secure that someone will accept him. It would never motivate him to achieve a higher completion of himself.
So roommate, please continue being single so that boyfriend of yours becomes a person you respect and love.
I wonder how it would feel to break up with someone, what my reaction would be like, if we would have a long fight to the bitter end or if we will just say good bye and go our separate ways. I remember having crushes, telling them and having some of them become my good friends. Others, I guess I scared off, hahaha.
But my roommate just broke up with her boyfriend and it's been dragging for a long time. I wonder if maybe I should tell her to go back to him to quit from listening to her talk to him about how he needs to change. I would just drop a guy if he couldn't pick himself up. If he can't take the hint that he needs to change after telling him it's over, then staying with him will be poison. He'll just grow complacent and secure that someone will accept him. It would never motivate him to achieve a higher completion of himself.
So roommate, please continue being single so that boyfriend of yours becomes a person you respect and love.