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so yeah..more of my life.. comeing to the conclusion that jonathan and i broke up because of him.. wtf.. why couldnt he have just told me that he wanted to break up... be a god damn man.. yes this is where i get pissed.. and u know what.. im gonna bitch cause im flustered!! GROWL.. okay so he fuckin says he'll call me.. does he? fuck no.. he says he will be there for me when i need him? is he.. FUCK NO.. so he says were gonna chill this summer... DO U THINK WERE GOING TO???? HELL NO.... like he will.. God im so sick of his shit.. he promises he will call.. he always makes promises he cant keep.. an im starting to think he's liein to me... STUPID STUPID STUPID!!! growl... plus i dont even think he knows how bad he hurt me.... mutual break up my ass... i have never been this heart broken in my life.. i wonder if he knows that my life was hell.. well of course he does... cause the week before we broke up all hell broke loose w/ my dad's side of the family.. what better time to break up with someone.. rite?? yeah of course.. perfect timin.. GROWL............... ahhh i just wanna be in his arms again.. like i was before i almost went to the Emergency room.. i just wanna see him and hear that everything is gonna be alright... i just wanna BITCH AT HIM as well.. not just have cute sentimental moments but i wanna let him know what i went thru because of him.. is that bad?
i just want things to go back how they used to be... we were so perfect... :(
SOME ONE SLAP SOME SENSE INTO ME...AAAHHHHHH
i just want things to go back how they used to be... we were so perfect... :(
SOME ONE SLAP SOME SENSE INTO ME...AAAHHHHHH