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So here it is. i will lay it out for u, my dad's side of the family are little bitches. yes im gonna say shyt here.. i cant post much on my xanga anymore because my grandmother and my aunt are like freaking out because quote on quote, " i am bashing my family"... WHAT THE FUCK! seriously.. okay so if u have no idea whats going on in my life i will tell you, februray was hell... need i say more... memories will always stay in your head.. because of that my dad's side of the family dis owned me... great huh? yeah that what i thought too.... so then once this all happened w/ the fam we have started to get rude phone calls from them all.. rude.. doesnt fit it.. lets try a new word... Impolite, discourteous, bad-mannered, offensive, vulgar... pick your favorite… well now that we are recieving these phone calls my dad has been a dick. He cares not about our family, (his daughters or his wife), he only cares about his mom and sister.. WTF.... So since he doesnt care about us, he has talking about a divorce? He is waiting till im 18 so he doesnt have to pay for me anymore.. how lovely.. he hasnt been a good dad and well honestly, i dont feel as if i can love him anymore. I dont think i can bare calling him dad... is that bad? im not sure what to do..
but well i know that you will read this and think i am pysco but i dont give a damn... its better to talk about frustrations then bottel them up.. i learned that from a shrink... yes i have gone to them before.. no im not crazy....
this is just part one of my drama filled life... stay tuned for more....
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but well i know that you will read this and think i am pysco but i dont give a damn... its better to talk about frustrations then bottel them up.. i learned that from a shrink... yes i have gone to them before.. no im not crazy....
this is just part one of my drama filled life... stay tuned for more....
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