Dec 22, 2004 13:56
haha...well im finally starting to feel better...slowly..but yes it coming along...im home again cuz i just cant stand the feeling in my stomach and i dont wanna be sick for christmas. i dont like the holiday that much as it is, but i dont need to be sick for it. so hopefully i'll be better by tomorrow or the next day. jimmy is supposedly feeling better. which is definately good. and of course i had a heart felt conversation with brian!! i had him believing that my babybrother was my son...lol..and he got all mad cause iw ouldnt tell him who the father was...but of course bout a year ago was when neither of us knew what we really wanted so we were just messing around n stuff...lol glad that all stopped...but then again it'd be hard to do any of that when he is in AZ lol!!! but yeh
here i'll show some of it..:
x dive right in (1:49:54 PM): u actually thought it was urs???
Brian (1:50:01 PM): i mean what the fuck
Brian (1:50:11 PM): it very well could a been
x dive right in (1:50:19 PM): u obviously wanted me to say it was urs otherwise u wouldnt have been soo concerned with whos it was.
BRian (1:50:31 PM): bull fuckin shit
Brian (1:50:38 PM): bc yeah i wanted 2 here i had a kid
Brian (1:50:44 PM): yea thats what i need in my life
Brian (1:50:53 PM): i wanted to know so i could bust ur ballz
x dive right in (1:51:05 PM): brian if i had ur fucking kid u'd be the firs tto know...only cuz i know u're prolly not like otherguys gonna be a deadbeat father...
x dive right in (1:51:57 PM): lol
Brian (1:52:07 PM): and the whole time i coudl care less bc i knew it wasnt mine
x dive right in (1:52:15 PM): no shit...
Brian (1:52:21 PM): fucker dont look ne thing liek me
Brian (1:52:28 PM): so blow me
x dive right in (1:52:30 PM): lol
x dive right in (1:52:31 PM): ew stop
x dive right in (1:52:33 PM): motherfucker
Brian (1:52:47 PM): ur the bitch who started it
x dive right in (1:52:51 PM): lol
x dive right in (1:52:58 PM): yeh but now im trying to be nice
x dive right in (1:52:58 PM): lol
Brian (1:53:11 PM): and ur doing a wonderful job
x dive right in (1:53:19 PM): i know i am!
x dive right in (1:53:31 PM): TELL ME THATS NOT BEING NICE BRIAN
x dive right in (1:53:32 PM): ?
Brian (1:53:41 PM): i'd mind very much
Brian (1:53:44 PM): if it was mine
x dive right in (1:53:46 PM): of course u would
x dive right in (1:54:12 PM): cause im sure god forbid it come outta me you'd prolly kill it
x dive right in (1:54:13 PM): right?
Brian (1:54:19 PM): no
Brian (1:54:37 PM): but it sure as shit wouldnt be in pennsy. it'd be right next to me
x dive right in (1:55:07 PM): you're prolly right
x dive right in (1:55:27 PM): but see thats what i meant..i didnt mean i wanna have a kid with u, but i was saying that if i did i wouldnt mind it being you're not like the other guys
Brian (1:55:47 PM): ohhh thanks for making that clear
x dive right in (1:56:02 PM): wtf? brian
Brian (1:56:11 PM): lol
Brian (1:58:03 PM): bustin ballz
thats basically the end of the conversation...really funny shit. lol the guy is in AZ bugging out cuz he thinks he's got a kid. so yeah im kinda feeeling better if i could do that to a good friend huh? lol but he's a great guy..wouldnt put him past him to come home and beat me for doing that to him. lol
but i miss jimmy. i havent seen him since sunday and im live to seeing him a lot more then what i have been. its driving me insane. but its making me realize i'd be lost/lonely without him. so hopefully i'll be able to see him tomorrow if not then definatley xmas eve whether im dying or not.
well gonna go lay around in the living room with my dog and watch some tv so i can air out the germies in my room...
*exhales* i just wish i was better already. bcuz its starting to aggrivate me.