hate in your heart, will consume you too

[faithless_heart]

well i dont remember the last time i updated was. lol..but the end of the week kinda sucked. friday i went to see spanglish with tony and becky...then i dropped them off home and came home and felt sick as a dog. so jimmy came over after work for a little, and i told him i might not be able to go saturday to south jersey with him and stuff...and i felt horrible..woke up saturday didnt feel any better, so i didnt go i sat home all day, slept til like 7:30pm then waited for jimmy to get home then went to sleep not feeling good again, woke up sunday still not feeling good, but feeling better...jimmy is still sick. he has the same thing i have like 50thousand times worse. lol..and i hope he gets over it soon. so i couldnt sleep last night cuz my stomach hurt soo bad and my entire body just ached, so i woke up this mornin called anna to see that she never went home last night, then decided i still didnt feel good im not going to school. so now im home..just got off the phone with jimmy..he sounds horrible. i just wanna cry cuz i feel really bad...if it wasnt for me he prolly wouldnt have it as bad as he does, and we just keep passing it back n forth so we're prolly not gonna see each other for a day or two so we can both get better, and stop passing it back n forth. cuz not only do i not wanna be sick for christmas(bah humbug)but i have the concert tomorrow night, and i just cant stand being sick period. im miserable when im sick. i just wanna cry all the time. so i prolly wont see jimmy til like wed. or thursday...then its christmas break so i can prolly see him as much as i want :-) as long as neither of us are really sick with this anymore. no one understands how bad i wanna feel well again. :-\
well thats bout it. really....nothing to write bout...
hope everyone has a good holiday