Apr 22, 2006 14:55
Lately, things have been great. The Lord has surely blessed me with good times and growth abounding. Although I seem like I'm standing still I think it's because I'm spending so much time resisiting temptations and facing trials, and succeeding at it that I don't seem to be getting anywhere. not getting anywhere maybe, but growing strong in how I am, I consider it ground. I can see the attacks in allot of places, as usuall though and I wouldn't have it any other way because attacks mean movement and resistance. I can also see allot of awesomeness, the Spirit majorly falling in great places people growing and awesomeness.
Their are a number of things the enemy is trying to attack us in. He doesn't want Swat to have many atendies because he sees how awesome it has become, and since he can't effect us in how we make it while there, he tries to effect the people before they get there. He's trying to attack New Baltimore greatly as well. I can see a stagnence in some of the people there, some even seem like they're just able to sustain themselves, it's a major attack in the youth too. I've been doing my best to keep my friends strong and happy and filled, I should probably let them know though, hehe.. He's trying to take away the arms of the youth because a new body of a leader is going to join. He knows the leader will be so awesome that if he doesn't get rid of his resources then he will triumph. I won't back down ever though so I feel like I'll be spread thin between Swat, NB, and Alethia and my possible future job in an attempt to hinder my activeness. I really need to crack down in this case. I have so much time I use for useless things. Sleeping would be better than the things I waste my time with, I also need to get into the word more. I'm really suprised I've been able to stay strong without it so far, but so is the grace of the Lord. I'm finally getting some things worked out with my understanding but I really just need to read the Bible.
I can see the God is moving very, very mightly especially now, and so also the enemy is moving too, but he will be haulted, he will be stopped, if by my and though God he will not succeed.