Journal from Mexico - Eighth week!

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For those who may have been wondering, I'm feeling okay at the moment.  Quite positive, in fact.  I've decided that the best way to deal with Mike and Annabel is NOT to.  If they stay away from me, then the distraction of my actual friends should be enough to take my mind off it. And if it comes to it, I'll just tell them to stay away from me. ( Read more... )

Why is it that most crises at work are realised about 5 minutes before you should be heading out the door?! We have an issue with some data that is required for all customers at work, no one but me understands how it should be acquired (and I only know through fluke) and there is no documented procedure or chain of responsibility. I need to talk ( Read more... )

My mum has started smoking again. I don't know why or since when, but I'm quite disappointed. She quit about 4 years ago. I know it's none of my business, really. It's not like I deal with stress particularly well, anyway.

I've got another cold. Boo.

Handy tip for Vicki: take tablets after breakfast so the nausea doesn't prevent you from eating! (No, before you ask, I'm certain I'm not pregnant ( Read more... )

So now I'm dreaming about Mike. I don't know if this is a good or bad thing, but it does mean I think about him last thing at night, first thing in the morning, and while sleeping. And I don't feel that's a good thing. I need a break, but how do you just stop thinking about something or someone ( Read more... )

Hurrah, I just ate a whole meal without losing interest or having to force any of it down!

Made some more realisations at today's counselling session.

While thinking a lot is good in some ways, and helps me to be self-aware, it doesn't actually get anything done. Sometimes I waste whole evenings just thinking. And I have a lot of ideas that just ( Read more... )

Why am I up at 8am on a Saturday, at my friends' house? Probably because it's a seeming impossibility for me at the moment to sleep past 5:30am. I have no idea why this is, but it's getting rather frustrating. I'm only getting about 5 or 6 hours' sleep a night because of it. But I know that if I go to bed any earlier than usual I'll probably wake ( Read more... )

I've just spent a fortune on clothes and lingerie, online. And in doing so I made myself too late for my gym class. Oops. I'm not even sure how I'm justifying this to myself. It's not even like I have anyone to "dress to impress"! Although, everyone's been commenting on how slim I look lately (err...since Saturday). Obviously I'm not eating as ( Read more... )

It's such a damn shame when the weather's this lovely, and I'm stuck in an office all day. T_T ( Read more... )