I'm done! let's party! call me up and let's roll! but wait.. i have to get my wisdom teeth out wednesday.. fuck that shit man.. but at least i'll be rid of them.. can we party now?

if you make me laugh
i'll end up crying

you have an alligator mouth
sharp teeth
ready to snap
i'll back away
while you grin
your foolish clever smile
you can't get me when
I run in zig zags

don't be a bush when you can be a tree
a branch can be fun
but a trunk is wise
i'd like to be a flower
but then i'd be crushed
too dainty
even with thorns
maybe i'm a potted plant
possibly a fern
a simple green fern
hanging on a porch
water me

under the blank
and terrible grey
i found the banister
to guide me down
amongst the furry carpeted weeds
into the oblivion jungle
in which my wholeness
was fulfilled

You shake your rice and I'll
shake my dirty
and together
we'll make
dirty rice

Broke as a joke
where I work
Tired from no sleep
must go be broke as a joke
yet again
where I work
am now sad from the Buz who wrongfully informed me
and now cannot watch Steve
on the SNL episode
that does not exist
tonight.
oh woe
oh me
oh woe me
need to close my eyes..

I went to charleston today with my mom, hoping it would be fun. But it wasn't. I was in a weird funk from very disturbing dreams. I hate it when dreams manage to control how your day will be, especially fucked up ones. Oh well, maybe next time old charleston.

Warm light through an open window
bursting onto a carpeted floor,
wrapping around a sleeping cat.
Dirty clothes next to the chair
A photograph atop the dresser
and the faint scent of lilac.
A burning candle and wilting daisies
The eerie silence of morning

I have been glued to the news the past 3 days... it's like watching dawn of the dead over and over again. I did not think that shit like this could happen in america..i thought we were better prepared.. more aware of situations.. capable of being efficient and taking proper action... but people said the same thing about 9/11 as well. Seeing dead ( Read more... )