infine amo la mia vita
it seems like i've always been a fighter of change. i know what i like, and i'm comfortable with that, and when things change...i pretty much panic. lately though, it seems like my life is finally falling into place. my job drives me crazy, but i make decent enough money that i can't be too disappointed with it. and school kicks my ass day in and day out, but i really feel like what i'm doing is going to benefit me in the long run. my brain being a tad retarded is making things a little difficult lately. but hopefully once we really start going to the gym and i can work out and tan regularly, i'll be a WHOLE lot happier. my beasties drive me nuts when they eat everything they can get a hold of, but on lazy snow days like today, it's worth it to just cuddle up on the couch with the ellie all afternoon. jose made a pretty crazy gesture of his love a couple nights ago, and i'm still riding high on it, completely amazed. and of course we still fight every once in a while, but that's what we do. we're brutally honest with eachother and if fights happen, we're always stronger afterward. i have some awesome friends up at school who keep me completely entertained during our loooong days with engwall, and our creepy afternoons in the room with the zombie cages. and i JUST found out that may 23rd, me, my mom, mark, and emily are gonna go see BILLY JOEL at mohegan sun. best part??? it's the night before me and jose leave on vacation to myrtle beach. such an amazing way to start the summer. things aren't perfect...but from what i've learned about life, they never are "perfect". but my life, it's as close as it can get. i should have embraced changes a loooong time ago...life is so much sweeter that way <3