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so...seany is coming over and it is about time to make pancakes for him, before this i will update, which is to say that i will talk for a while on subjects to boring to tell actual people
one being, i am quiting my job next week to work forever in paperinos, must learn how to spell that but not yet, next week
two being, i have seen the film of my obsession and must say it only made me further obsessed...i dont get it, how joss makes me (and by me i mean all the fans) want so much to be inside his shows, it is crazy, and he did the horrible sudden death thing and i cried cause i didnt see it coming(im stupid indeed) and i remembered why i am so deeply in love with him (as a writer of course)
three may well be, strange day today, many visits from people of my past!..perhaps im gettin the hallucinations of mi padre but i think they were just in the area of forgums...anyways it was wierd
and also, dreams are becoming more OC based, scary...i was summer and i was trying to convince the writers that i should be with ryan because i had fallen for him over the break (ie between seasons one and two) but they woudlnt let it happen, and my dad was in love with julie cooper who was dead and leonardo di vinci and i had tea and discussed these problems and he said something rather profound about how if you wanted something you should have it
ok profound OR selfish i dont know, but it was very encouraging for summer/me
ahhh im on the serenity site even though it takes abotu 20mins to load each bit of information that i already know....am i sad? yes, yes can and will be the only answer....but do i care?now that answer is infinitely more complex...or would be if it were not a simple "no"
oh well, pancakes
au revior
one being, i am quiting my job next week to work forever in paperinos, must learn how to spell that but not yet, next week
two being, i have seen the film of my obsession and must say it only made me further obsessed...i dont get it, how joss makes me (and by me i mean all the fans) want so much to be inside his shows, it is crazy, and he did the horrible sudden death thing and i cried cause i didnt see it coming(im stupid indeed) and i remembered why i am so deeply in love with him (as a writer of course)
three may well be, strange day today, many visits from people of my past!..perhaps im gettin the hallucinations of mi padre but i think they were just in the area of forgums...anyways it was wierd
and also, dreams are becoming more OC based, scary...i was summer and i was trying to convince the writers that i should be with ryan because i had fallen for him over the break (ie between seasons one and two) but they woudlnt let it happen, and my dad was in love with julie cooper who was dead and leonardo di vinci and i had tea and discussed these problems and he said something rather profound about how if you wanted something you should have it
ok profound OR selfish i dont know, but it was very encouraging for summer/me
ahhh im on the serenity site even though it takes abotu 20mins to load each bit of information that i already know....am i sad? yes, yes can and will be the only answer....but do i care?now that answer is infinitely more complex...or would be if it were not a simple "no"
oh well, pancakes
au revior