Mar 23, 2007 22:50
it seems like the perfect guys are always out of reach (i.e like this one friend that goes to harvard) and the ones that are too clingy and wont give me space are always right next to me (i.e like this one boy from college that i went out on a date with ONCE and now he wont leave me alone).
there are so many societal rules that are illogical and hypocritical. i dont understand why i need to listen to what people think if none of it makes any sense.
at least in college there are less of these rules and i can feel more like a free person. high school was so limiting. it was a prison both inside and outside of my head.
children are the most perfect human beings, there is no group of people that could be more heavenly. children are the only ones that are uncorrupted and still find happiness in the smallest things in life. they also dont judge you, so you dont have to worry about impressing them. childhood is the only time when little boys can jump on yr lap and hug you without being afraid that its "gay". there is no ackwardness with kids, they are all wonderful. everyone else sucks.
i need to eat more. can someone help me out with that?