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This break was exactly what I needed. I needed to see the people that I have missed so much. I needed to be around my family. I needed to remember why I love this city so much. I needed to remember why I love him so much...and why it's all worth it...why he's worth it.
It started out nicely too. I've always wanted someone to be waiting for me to get off the plane...
Anyways...I got to see a bunch of people....some that I didn't even know I missed until I saw them. Some I had been anticipating seeing since the moment I left. And it all seemed as if we had seen each other all along...instead of going 3, 4, even 5 months without even a brief glimpse.
I also finally touched my guitar again. And I have just been itching to play it again. It's amazing how comforting it feels to have the strings against your fingertips.
There was only one bad part about this break. And now I can't really run for a month...and I am quite distraught about that. I'm actually really pissed off. I hate that I can't do anything for a month. ANYTHING! erg.
It fucking sucks. All of it.
But other than that...I'm so happy....I want to stay here forever curled up in his arms.....ah I'm so cheesy.
It started out nicely too. I've always wanted someone to be waiting for me to get off the plane...
Anyways...I got to see a bunch of people....some that I didn't even know I missed until I saw them. Some I had been anticipating seeing since the moment I left. And it all seemed as if we had seen each other all along...instead of going 3, 4, even 5 months without even a brief glimpse.
I also finally touched my guitar again. And I have just been itching to play it again. It's amazing how comforting it feels to have the strings against your fingertips.
There was only one bad part about this break. And now I can't really run for a month...and I am quite distraught about that. I'm actually really pissed off. I hate that I can't do anything for a month. ANYTHING! erg.
It fucking sucks. All of it.
But other than that...I'm so happy....I want to stay here forever curled up in his arms.....ah I'm so cheesy.