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i'm very confused about some stuff going on right now and what to do about it..i can't really talk about it but it just sucks..no matter what i decide to do its gonna end up hurting in some aspect...and im scared that i will make the wrong decision and then what? i dont know what to do..i know this doesnt make sense unless you know whats going on but i just needed to put something in words, vent or something..
on a lighter note..im gonna be in boca this weekend with meagan for bake sale..the bands that are playing arent my favorite or all that great but it should still be fun and hopefully i'll get to see alot of my friends
i'm also going to jacksonville for the day with a friend to see hot hot heat..i dont really know any of their songs or anything but i thought it could be fun and maybe ill get to see branden because its been way too long and he goes to UNF..
and hopefully i will be able to go see steph in atlanta at the end of finals week..i really miss her! <33
oh yeah thanksgiving was good..it was soo good to see my family again and i got really sad when i left them and was driving by myself and everyone else was going to other way..my brothers 18 now and my sisters turning 21 on the 13th..scary.. my grandpa isnt doing well, looks like hes about 80 lbs and cant talk well because the cancers spread to his throat..it breaks my heart because hes all there mentally its just physically hes doing bad and i really wish he didnt have to be going through this and i hope that he can fight it and will get stronger...
well i have a paper to write and anatomy class to go to..so i'll probably update after this weekend..
and should i get a laptop or a trip to jersey/ny for christmas???
on a lighter note..im gonna be in boca this weekend with meagan for bake sale..the bands that are playing arent my favorite or all that great but it should still be fun and hopefully i'll get to see alot of my friends
i'm also going to jacksonville for the day with a friend to see hot hot heat..i dont really know any of their songs or anything but i thought it could be fun and maybe ill get to see branden because its been way too long and he goes to UNF..
and hopefully i will be able to go see steph in atlanta at the end of finals week..i really miss her! <33
oh yeah thanksgiving was good..it was soo good to see my family again and i got really sad when i left them and was driving by myself and everyone else was going to other way..my brothers 18 now and my sisters turning 21 on the 13th..scary.. my grandpa isnt doing well, looks like hes about 80 lbs and cant talk well because the cancers spread to his throat..it breaks my heart because hes all there mentally its just physically hes doing bad and i really wish he didnt have to be going through this and i hope that he can fight it and will get stronger...
well i have a paper to write and anatomy class to go to..so i'll probably update after this weekend..
and should i get a laptop or a trip to jersey/ny for christmas???