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Ive found that running away from your past dosent have any logic. Since every waking hour is just a little bit of your past, why not make it a good moment back in time. Whether youve got a few skeleton's in your closet or a whole mound of them, and depending what they are it dosent make you a bad person or less human. Unfortunatly we were put in this bloody world to make mistakes and learn from them, but its all about a lesson. The year of 2004 was a serious lesson. Idont regret anything. Ive learned how to love and love back and pick friends who are real and not fake. Ive drank and smoked and eventually it will all catch up with me, but for the time being im living MY life to the fullest. I know people will try to bring me down and may sucseed but never KEEP me down. If you think of your self as a rose when youve been brought into this world, you will soon discover that you will start to brittle up and turn a darker shade. What you dont relize is that your not letting water, or oxygen, to your heart. People/Roses become this way BC of other people/roses. All in all, you will grow old and whether you be that brittle stail colored rose or that beautiful soft rose from day one with some creases in the middle life isent so bad and soon you will find that living loving hurting and just being here is a blessing! Truthfully, everything IS alright! And what mess your in now WILL pass and become your past. Just dont forget to not run from it. You as one dont have a scary story to tell because if you called life a story then we should of called Earth a library. Chin up head high, wipe those tears off your cheek and bring back who you once were, and maybe someone better! :)
I wrote this entry especially for two people. Eigna and Ffej! Stay strong!
I wrote this entry especially for two people. Eigna and Ffej! Stay strong!