And this is totally Not THE END

Dec 08, 2004 18:43

I went to buzz bake sale. KICK ASS. I moshed, head banged, offered weed, had way to many ciggs and saw so many hott guys i was orgasiming one after the other. KMK,the most awsome band! It was great i really did have a good time, FINALLY, in a really long ass time.Amanda came and gave me a hugg along with Danielle and Alex. Kind of aqward. Imiss her with a passion but i got dumped...BY A GIRL, friendship wise! I saw brian their. yesterday we "Broke up". Whatever! Its okay im over it all the way. One tear streamed down my face but it wasent enouph to fill a river. :) Im in a major depression right now. Im thinking about getting back on my meds. I wish i could settle this fucking disease down and not let it puncture my once healed wounds. Its kinda scary bc i feel the same way i did when i was in 7th grade. I feel no desire. Only for death blood and everything satanic. I mean i would never go along and do any of these thigns to my self or any one else but its just ho im feelin. Ill find myself a man and hopefully some of my feelings will fit together liek a puzzle.

Feel the bass tickle your back
Hanging on a thread...of your bra
Its been ripped off and now im left naked
Im not scared i love this tomb where my soul lays
Strike a mother fuckin pose
Im done with it im walkin
Ive got no scars left on my arms bc i wished them away so i can make more
Its like a canvas where i carve my heart out
But now im naked and everyone can see these scars that god intended for me to make
This path that im walking on is strickly for the miserable most happy people in the world
Walk it with me!
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