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so I sit here with tears rolling down my cheeks, feeling sad and depressed. I don't know why I'm feeling this way, I don't know when it happened. I don't understand why I have to go thru this. Why can't things be ok with me? why can't I enjoy things with a a weightless happiness?. fuck. I'm sitting here balling, and I don't know why...I feel so lost. I hate myself sometimes...I'm an idiot.