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It was that bitch on the streetcar. She ruined it all. I go to ask her where she got her eyebrows done and she was a total snotty bitch. I am so tired of feeling ugly, of having to compete with women who have unattainable beauty. I don't want women like that in my life, I feel horrible just knowing they exist and I'm not one of them. Things were so much simpler when I was just drunk all the time. If someone made me feel shitty, I simply walked away. Why should I fight? If I can't tolerate it, I can't tolerate it. And it appears I can't tolerate it. So I should just accept that I can't and walk away. I'll be much happier.