The Luckiest...
Hmmm, today I slept in so late. Quite unusual for me really. Normally sleeping in is about 9 or 9:30 which is nice. today I was crashed hard until 11:30!! Window wide open, sun shining in, people in the kitchen. Everything. It was nice. I went to Sam's Club with my mom and sister. I don't know why, but I feel so sad that she's moved out. It's lonely here. Even though she was with Jeremy a lot, the two of them were here a lot too. But now, she's not. So she's gone and Maggie is busy with graduation parties and it makes me sad. It also makes me sad and frustrated that because mags is gone for the whole day, it means I am without a car. Like today I just want to go to Target to get hangers so I can hang clothes in the closet in Becky's old room / my new room. But I can't because Mom took Rusty (mine and maggie's car) to the grocery store. I am also frustrated with mom because she seems to think that now she should make a menu and stuff. Which that's fine, but if i'm the one cooking, I should be able to make food I want. And today at Sam's she was trying to buy all this stuff for the kabobs that I have on the menu for today. And I was like, we have that already. She doesn't even have enough faith in me and Maggie that we are able to go grocery shopping. I don't know. I just feel really sad today and I'm not sure why. And as stupid as it sounds, I already miss Ryan. He's not even been away for more than 24 hours. I don't know. Today is just a sad day I guess. :-) Laters.