Paper street
I seem to be making many post about 'how far i ve come' etc. the reason is that is was just such a turn around. i guess you dont realise how miserable you were until your happy.
saying this though i also diddnt realise how much old wounds still exist...i almost relived the whole jish episode with smoo this week. thankfully smoo is a better person than jish so he actually hadled me fine. i try not to think about it if i can help it.
on another note i should always go places with wellie she knows how to have a good time. i like that she has adventures the same way i used to. and now will continue to.
my rats are great i am enjoying getting to know their scrabbly little habits.
stuff with andy is odd on the one hand i cba and hes not my type, on the other i actually enjoy his company and it would be nice to remember how things used to be with adam just for a while.
i guess this week has just shown me how much the past never truly leaves you.
love and stuff
triz x
saying this though i also diddnt realise how much old wounds still exist...i almost relived the whole jish episode with smoo this week. thankfully smoo is a better person than jish so he actually hadled me fine. i try not to think about it if i can help it.
on another note i should always go places with wellie she knows how to have a good time. i like that she has adventures the same way i used to. and now will continue to.
my rats are great i am enjoying getting to know their scrabbly little habits.
stuff with andy is odd on the one hand i cba and hes not my type, on the other i actually enjoy his company and it would be nice to remember how things used to be with adam just for a while.
i guess this week has just shown me how much the past never truly leaves you.
love and stuff
triz x