And so it comes to this.

[fairy_wings_87]

I guess we will find out sooner than later if alcohol is the answer.

And I don't want to abuse anything. But I'm gonna have to. I'm going to have to drive. Or I won't make it on this ole silly bracelet thing. Cause I can't be locked up and sober. I refuse.

Ps. I have the best boyfriend everrrr. Literally. Matthew Franklin Kaup. My idea of getting better would be jail and back to Canton if it wasn't for him. If there is a God, he always sends the best people to help me.

Pshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I hate myself so much.