Pyschic Moment Number 100 something
Whenever I have deja vu moments or whenever my one of my fuzzy dreams come true, I always say that i can be some sort of psychic or fortune teller. this is something i'm always ready to share because i think it's fun and makes things more exciting.
but of course, there's always a down side. there are many many times when i feel sad and empty because i feel like something bad is about to happen, only i can't exactly pinpoint what the exact thing is. i just feel it coming. those are the times when i hate my "powers." (hehehe, feeling!) i have to sit, breathe and calm myself down because my heart literally hurts. haayyy. maybe this is why i'm such a worry wanda, or such a nagger! because i think i know what will happen and i can't help it.
alot of the time, i know something bad is going to happend in general, but other times i have a specific person in mind. Today, sadly is one of those days. Actually, i'm lying. i've been feeling this way for this past week.
So, to you:
I'm sorry. i would like nothing else in the world right now but to be wrong... and i pray that i am. but i think you're making a mistake. a big fat mistake...and i don't know how to tell you that i feel that things will end badly. i've said other things, told you time and time again in many different ways, but to no avail. so maybe you're on your own this time. maybe you have to learn for yourself because this aching thump in my heart probably won't suffice as proof for you. maybe one day, you'll understand and be strong enough to let go.