Apr 07, 2003 16:42
I hate when abstract reasoning runs up against real life.
What I want to say is, the truth is that people are judged by their actions and not inherent qualities, but the truth is that I know nothing about reality. I've no clue how the world works; I make my judgments on how things ought to be.
I am incompetent.
Whatever I do, someone will think that I am stupid. I'm lazy and fearful and inordinately given to paralytic panic. If I hadn't bent all of my efforts for several years to hiding this
no way to end that sentence.
I'd be in just this same position. I'm a miserable person for no other reason than that I love to be unhappy. I love to complain. Worthless in all meanings of the word, a true waste of time.