Supernatural - No Rest For the Wicked
If you haven't watched the episode, please do not click on the cut...
Okay, I think I'm ready to post my thoughts in here. I was speechless. I was crying. I was so broken. All those mixed emotions... Gah, I can only take so much. Kripke had killed me several times only by watching Supernatural.
I love the episode. I love it so much that it pains me to think Season 4 will be months away.
When Dean said he can pinpoint who the demons are, and I remembered he can see Sammy's face all contorted. Though, he didn't tell it to Sam nor Bobby. I knew Kripke is planning something huge by the next Season with that idea lingering on.
“All I’m saying…Sammy, all I’m saying is you’re my weak spot. And I’m yours”.
This killed me. Oh Dean!
And there's another heartbreaking moment... when they sang in the car. OMG! Tears just rolled out of my eyes when Sam looked at Dean singing and started singing, too. It should be like one of the best moments of the show although it's also one of the most heartbreaking ones. And when Sammy was already singing, pan to Dean's close up looking all nervous, afraid and I swear I felt lumps in my throat. I just couldn't take the pain so much.
Since I'm talking about hearbreaknig scenes. When the clock strikes 12am and Sam asking Dean what to do... Jeez! He's so hopeless and you could still see right through his hero worship. He wanted so much for Dean to say it's okay and that he's staying - yes, false hope, but I think Sam wanted to get some assurance. Then Dean saying take care of my wheels, and remember what they (him and their dad) taught him and to keep fighting. I wanted to hug them so badly. I wanted to reach out to my TV screen and tell Sam he won't be alone. OMG! (Come to think of it, I think I was way into these guys' fictional lives.)
The last scene, Sam crying. Yes, he's not all crazy and screaming and all that stuff but you can see right through his facial expression the pain he's in. The way he looks at Dean when Lilith opened the door and Dean's getting all ripped off. Watching Sam crying so painfully like that. I knew there was a reason why I am addicted to Supernatural.
Ha! I'm not finished just yet... Lemme comment on each one of them, too:
Jared/Sam - Fantastic! I think this is best ever SPN performance. He tore me up big time! I thought maybe when he's shooting the last scene with Dean, I think he was thinking of losing Jensen, too. And it did help, look at the way he cried. It was so real and he was so broken. He showed the world that he was indeed perfect as Sam.
Sam hesitating to kill a child even though he knew there's evil inside of her - that is Sam. Sam desperate enough to shake his dormant powers just to save Dean - that is also my Sammy. And Sam asking Dean what to do - oh his hero worship. All of these in one episode? I swear my respect Jared as an actor just sky rocketed.
Jensen/Dean - Dean showing signs of vulnerability killed me. He's the tough one, he always make sure that Sam is all right. But Dean asking Sam to keep fighting and that to take care of his wheels and looking so vulnerable. Jensen was just so great playing Dean in so many dimensions. And Dean screaming for Sam for help... if only I can do something...
Jim/Bobby - OMG! When he told the boys that family doesn't stop at blood? I love him! I was so scared that the Demons might get him. I hope I see him more in S4.
Katie/Ruby/Lilith - I do like Katie playing Ruby. I did like her playing Lilith better. No lectures, just kill. So sadistic! Hmmm... I actually find it hot that he kissed Sam. Katie and Jared kinda look good together. Oh, no! am I becoming a shipper here? But honestly, Ruby may have lied but her purpose is still unclear to me. Maybe she wanted Sam to become evil, or maybe she really wanted Lilith dead and maybe she was also part of Lilith's army sent to spy.
But either way, Katie will be back in Season 4. She's scheduled to start filming SPN in July. :yay: And good riddance Bela had been cleared! Thank you so much Kripke.