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i am in a shitty shitty mood, have been for a few days...
distant, neglected, sad, immobile, confused, stationary, in the dark
am i me anymore or am i a melange of reactions to someone else?
i feel so dependent upon the moods and desires of my sweetheart and i seem to be becoming overly sensitive to things she does or doesn't do.
i do not know the rules of life or the rules of relationships and i feel like a failure.
piss piss piss
vinegar vinegar vinegar
distant, neglected, sad, immobile, confused, stationary, in the dark
am i me anymore or am i a melange of reactions to someone else?
i feel so dependent upon the moods and desires of my sweetheart and i seem to be becoming overly sensitive to things she does or doesn't do.
i do not know the rules of life or the rules of relationships and i feel like a failure.
piss piss piss
vinegar vinegar vinegar