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ok hi ...it has been a while
i have been drinking
the girlfriend came over tonight and she plopped down in my bed and would have been just fine laying there quiet....
but things have been happening or not happening as it were in our relationship that i wanted to bring up.....i let the words out slow and measured..she tried to shush me several times and was goddamned awfully quiet herself...i told her i was not content with the way things were going....and she was silent..i told her i had been keeping it all in for a long time and she was silent quiet silent......and then she stood up and then she became retarded (i will not go into details just yet) and then silent again......
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ...............i am sad drunk sad sad sad and she is silent so goddamned silent.......
do i have to create a conflagration in otder to make things right?
i have been drinking
the girlfriend came over tonight and she plopped down in my bed and would have been just fine laying there quiet....
but things have been happening or not happening as it were in our relationship that i wanted to bring up.....i let the words out slow and measured..she tried to shush me several times and was goddamned awfully quiet herself...i told her i was not content with the way things were going....and she was silent..i told her i had been keeping it all in for a long time and she was silent quiet silent......and then she stood up and then she became retarded (i will not go into details just yet) and then silent again......
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck ...............i am sad drunk sad sad sad and she is silent so goddamned silent.......
do i have to create a conflagration in otder to make things right?