Quick Fix
I finally got to go home this weekend. After my week of chaos, I wanted nothing more than to go home and lie in Mike's arms and just forget the world. I'm actually happy that I had to stay up last weekend because I think things might have been too crazy. When I saw him today, I was over everything that happened and I could give him my full attention and thoroughly enjoy my time with him. I adore him.
This weekend also led itself to some disturbing information and stuff. After my mom and I saw "The Light in the Piazza," which was amazing, we talked for about an hour about my future, Mike, college, and Disney. Long story short...
she's nervous about my future, but thinks it looks promising.
she has been waiting for a year for me to come to her and say "I don't want to be a classroom teacher," which I did say.
she is worried about Mike and me together, mainly because she hopes that he'll find steady work soon.
she said that she would not be surprised one bit if I went to the WDWCP and I moved down to work for Disney permanently.
when talking about the Kevin situation, she said, "Honestly, I'm surprised that something like that hasn't happened sooner."
That last one took me by surprise the most. She proceeded to ask about the guys on campus and we sat and talked about my three advances this past year.
Long story short again...it's Mike or nothing. We've been through our share of b.s. and we've managed to come out of it alive and still standing. I'm as worried about him finding work as anyone. It's just been a really rough month dealing with that. Everyone I talk to seems to think or say that I can do better than him. Last night, I went to bed wondering if anyone aside from Mike and me thinks that we are going to make it.
Then, I realized that I didn't care. If the rest of the world thinks that we won't make it, that shouldn't affect me. It's my life. My opinion is the one that matters. I have complete confidence in Mike and myself. I love him so much and thank God that I found him. He is everything I ever wanted and so much more.
Way off topic, I got cast in the "Vagina Monologues." Tomorrow night is the meeting, so I'll post about what monologues I get to recite. Yay!!
I don't get to go back up into AP Hall again until next Monday. That's just really depressing.
But, it does give me ample time to continue working on props for the APsiO show, get more APsiO stuff ready, break in my new AP hoodie (I'm so excited!), and work on my theatre resume so I don't get stuck at B&BW/Disney Store again this summer.
Well, that's enough from this lil' girl.
Ciao!!
~ Celia