Oct 06, 2005 18:50
So like I had this weird ass dream last night about UFOs and Freddy Krugar and then my dead grandpa appeared in his coffin just like he was at his funeral. Yeah so everyone knows that he died on my birthday...I wonder if maybe that's why I keep having dreams about him in the coffin.
So I gave up with whole crush thing as I previously posted. I'll never get to date this amazing person so yeah...As far as being friends with this person goes, I can try, but I know being around them will make me like them more. Oh well, that's life. Life's never fair, so I guess I just have to deal with it.
I think Linda is mad at me. Last night I was at her house with her, Chase, and Karah and everyone but Karah was stoned and Linda was talking about how last year she was too involved with other girls to admit that she liked me and then she asked me if I wanted to date her and I told her with all the relationship stuff that's going on with me right now I can't. She like stormed out the door when we left to take me home.
Me and Alan went to get my check cashed today (a measly $23.43) and then we stopped by Josh Yokley's I haven't seen him in forever. I love that kid. Me and him have known each other since I was in 1st grade. Me and him were supposed to hang out today I guess. I didn't actually know that me and him were supposed to hang out I just knew he was picking me up from school and shit.
Ah so I'm sitting here with Liz, Rochelle, and Rachel right now. Fun stuff man. I loooooooove these people. They make me laugh with all their goofiness. Oh and I guess Brock's girlfriend Jesse got mad cus I left something on his myspace about how he was cute. Okay first of all it wasn't meant as a "You're cute, I wanna date you type thing." It was just simply meant as a "You're cute." Dude jealousy drives people away. If I were her I'd tame that shit real quick. I mean nothing against her or anything cus I haven't met her and I've heard she's a cool person and all, but seriously I know first hand that jealousy drives a person away.