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Wow...I'm sorry I've neglected you journal, but I need to just type all this shit out to see my situation from another view...if that even makes sense. Basically I'm in Iraq and I'm off for once, and I've got all this free time and dont know what to do with it, so here it is.
Well, what do you do when an ex-bandmate's girlfriend...who has been dating him for over a year finally tells you that she has feelings for you and has had feelings for you the whole time. I mean shit...I'm in Iraq for one...and two, well...thats one of my good friends. I'm really put in a weird situation here, and I haven't dealt with this kind of shit in a long time, I've been really focused on doing shit in the army and a lot less focused on my friendship problems...or whatever the hell this is. I mean shit...she's a good friend of mine, and so is he...and really...I'm forced to fuck one of them over...then again, I really don't think I've led her on...cause I haven't even been there for a year, so it really isn't my fault if she gets hurt because of this. I don't even know how to answer her on this...
Ok...well I'm done, and probably just as confused as I was when I started this whole thing.
Well, what do you do when an ex-bandmate's girlfriend...who has been dating him for over a year finally tells you that she has feelings for you and has had feelings for you the whole time. I mean shit...I'm in Iraq for one...and two, well...thats one of my good friends. I'm really put in a weird situation here, and I haven't dealt with this kind of shit in a long time, I've been really focused on doing shit in the army and a lot less focused on my friendship problems...or whatever the hell this is. I mean shit...she's a good friend of mine, and so is he...and really...I'm forced to fuck one of them over...then again, I really don't think I've led her on...cause I haven't even been there for a year, so it really isn't my fault if she gets hurt because of this. I don't even know how to answer her on this...
Ok...well I'm done, and probably just as confused as I was when I started this whole thing.