I'm falling and it sux I wish it would stop my mind wondering my heart following people and i the last one on the list for anything good so why do i try why waste my time why speak this rhyme if it all ends up gone ( Read more... )

It's done enough is enough i can't do this anymore I've been fake for so long it's come back to me I'm not a happy person. nor have i been in almost a year i put this mask of smiles and happiness cause it's easier to deal with. i dislike almost everything about myself and wonder ehy i'm here everyday i work and spend money so i don't have to deal ( Read more... )

To be is never the question but who we are is the answer
and i'll never know no i'll never know
who i am
cause who i am is never right
and what i am i have to fight
no nothings right and the answer not in sight
so fade away i should just fade out
material things are not what i want
inked on the body to make believe its right

I hate posting bulletins but i need to know this one thing

What do people really think about me?

i'm not trying to hit on anyone or what ever i'm just trying to see if theres something wrong with me So please if i know you on some personal level or have talked to you tell me what you think of me PLease

thanx

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about you

please

I spoke to an angel with wings only i could see ( Read more... )

Dear journal ( Read more... )

thats enough people for me to keep using it we'll start with a random feeling that came and left like a flash of light "shelly you move across the skate floor like an angel to my heart but you belong to another and we part" on to other news i worked today did the labor finders thing made 54.19 for one days work that included the tolls they paid me ( Read more... )

So i'm back on i guess for lack of an easy place to write.So how's eveyone doing if anyone still reads this please comment thank you

I no longer use LJ cause i have no internet so i can only get on myspace so if you have my MS thats cool i talk on that now and if not it's easy to find have fun everyone i hope all is well take care all much love

love jesse