its june- that means my launch station works!
yesterday was the chorus concert. stayed after school and found out i had to play i'm a believer too, so for the concert it was probly my 3rd time playing it. i think we did alright overall. i like playing for people. and today it was quite hot, well, 70-ish.. +a lil; but very humid. and after school and then again around 4 it randomly started being crazy outside; with thunder, lightning, wicked hard rain and hail. fun stuff i tell you, especially when it starts when you go to walk the dogs, and stops completely right when you get home.
annddd found this out from the wbru newsletter- june 17; free nfg concert. deffinately want to go to that seeing i couldn't see them at river rave. they are my favorite band, after blink and finch. so, maybe we can hold 6 flags off for a day? hmm..
telling me why I should hate you
but I hate myself instead;
there's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror
looking back at me
i guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly'>i'll add this before i click update. looking through some bayside lyrics, and realized those were much cooler than just using "piss and moan" for an lj-cut. now, to continue:
my familys got me all worried..my cats been outside for over a day and no ones seen him so they're all assuming something happened to him...
and i'm in one of those moods where you have so much to look forward to, but all you can think about is negative stuff. as if all the good will somehow go wrong and disappear. and you start getting mad at yourself for stuff that happened a while ago. and all these little things. and crazy stuff. my current thoughts?
-i can never forgive myself for missing finch back on 4/23/03 and 4/25/03
-no guy is ever gonna like me again, and i'm never gonna get asked out again since i said no to that kid
-no ones gonna be able to go to apo. and if i find someone, we're deffinately gonna miss baysides set, which sucks horribly because i'm dying to see them
-we're not gonna end up getting finch tickets in time
-no one will be able to come to fall out boy
-im gonna end up failing that math test we took yesterday/today
-gonna fuck up and fail the finals
-something bad happened to milky
-i'm still never gonna find a dress for the wedding/graduation.. /dance(?)
-we're not gonna be able to go to 6 flags anytime near when school gets out
..and just, tons of random confused negative thoughts. its weird, because its more of a paranoia thing- i'm afraid all this bad stuff is going to happen. i think i need a hug.
...bah, i'm gonna have the worst hangover tomorrow. : (
annddd found this out from the wbru newsletter- june 17; free nfg concert. deffinately want to go to that seeing i couldn't see them at river rave. they are my favorite band, after blink and finch. so, maybe we can hold 6 flags off for a day? hmm..
telling me why I should hate you
but I hate myself instead;
there's a pair of dead eyes in the mirror
looking back at me
i guess its wrong to live life so lifelessly'>i'll add this before i click update. looking through some bayside lyrics, and realized those were much cooler than just using "piss and moan" for an lj-cut. now, to continue:
my familys got me all worried..my cats been outside for over a day and no ones seen him so they're all assuming something happened to him...
and i'm in one of those moods where you have so much to look forward to, but all you can think about is negative stuff. as if all the good will somehow go wrong and disappear. and you start getting mad at yourself for stuff that happened a while ago. and all these little things. and crazy stuff. my current thoughts?
-i can never forgive myself for missing finch back on 4/23/03 and 4/25/03
-no guy is ever gonna like me again, and i'm never gonna get asked out again since i said no to that kid
-no ones gonna be able to go to apo. and if i find someone, we're deffinately gonna miss baysides set, which sucks horribly because i'm dying to see them
-we're not gonna end up getting finch tickets in time
-no one will be able to come to fall out boy
-im gonna end up failing that math test we took yesterday/today
-gonna fuck up and fail the finals
-something bad happened to milky
-i'm still never gonna find a dress for the wedding/graduation.. /dance(?)
-we're not gonna be able to go to 6 flags anytime near when school gets out
..and just, tons of random confused negative thoughts. its weird, because its more of a paranoia thing- i'm afraid all this bad stuff is going to happen. i think i need a hug.
...bah, i'm gonna have the worst hangover tomorrow. : (