20 yo. Suockas. lets burn it down to chinatowwn.

I am full of joy this morning. My friend from grade school who moved away in 8th grade is coming to visit me on saturday. Weve kept in touch lieghtwieght, but this is like the first time ive kicked it with her in about 2 1/2 years, let alone talked to her over the phone. I dig reconnected past. Its pretty chill. Now another coffee/cig presented day ( Read more... )

Hey, lets cross the sea and get some culture.

Im incredibly alone. All my peers are either drunk or in love. And I cannot be either of those things ( Read more... )

Hooray.Its my first day of school! Im on the block like i missed the bus...

and fuck super mario7-3.

and depression sets in.

whats really good?

Yesterday was productive, got all set with school, got some clothes, skated with peter, and talked about sfState. No one answered my phone, so i went to Jack's. Me Julian Jack and Erin all went to Snakes on the plane, it was pretty crazy and then the reel broke,so the gave us some passes. Im dying my hair black. Then I dunno. Im going to coffee ( Read more... )

Today hopefully will outdo yesterday.
hope is four letter word
im just gonna start yelling hope, instead of fuck. that ought to wierd my mom out.

AND im about to have a an anuerism. My dad just called and yelled at me and said that im just as fucked up as before and told reference to my sister doing better than me. And I forget all that Ive learned and im spiraling into depression again. And I want to get out of here and no ones answering their phone. And I want something better.