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)(Welp)( Where to start?
Did you ever just kinda let your mind take over? Sometimes i sit there and im like FUCK i have to stop thinking about this because it's just bringing me down and kinda ruining my day- but lately i just been live ehhh fuck it* i just let it go let it think what it wants ya know? well that might not make sense to anyone else but i'm feelin it.
I got a new kitty! it's so adorable* You'd love it- at this very moment he's chasing his tale... kinda funny.
Things are so shitty around this fucking house. Just because i honestly miss having my dad here.. i don't care what kinda shit he did and yeah i fucking hate him for it but i promise you- he's still the same guy. and i love him... One of those loves that never go away*
He makes me feel like if tomarrow was to come i would be okay with that. if i smile that's okay and crying... that's okay too. I guess if you really do sit back and let everything come to you... it does!.
If you don't fall in love, You can't get hurt.
But it sure is lonely all by yourself.