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We got into a lot of trouble on the ship today. We havnt even left port and things have been going, well... not exactly like pie and cake. Right now I'm scared to death that the Captain might come back and tell us all just to go home. I must be a fool. All my life trouble has been following me. And I guess all my life I've been making trouble. Im confused about the guys who tired to kill us. I had never seen any of them before. I think Shin-sin-fa may know something. In fact Im almost positive he does. But if he wont talk then what good is that. I dont know. Maybe he has good reasons. Im thankful that no one got hurt during the fight, well Shin-sin-fa kinda got knocked out, but he'll live. We just finished cleaning up the mess we had made down in the galley. Im hoping for a miracle i guess that none of us will get sent home. Tho its hard for me to see how we wouldnt. Should be interesting. But listen to me being all depressed. I need to keep a smile on my face. Life goes on. Tho this is something i really wanted to do. Hmm eh hey everyone deserves some time to be depressed, right? I guess I'll just choose now... I will write again later once i know more of whats going to happen...