Teenage Super Party.
I haven't updated at all during Spring Break, I guess I've just been too busy with antics and not doing my term paper. Seriously I HAVE TO START IT very soon but right now I'm having fun so fuck it.
This break has been really weird so far. But awesome.
Sunday-Monday-Mid-Tuesday I was either at someone else's house or in a car, driving around, usually stoned and sometimes not and it was just strange. It was kind of cool. I don't ever plan on smoking weed that much in such close proximity again because it was a little too much for my liking but it was interesting. I feel like for some reason that's how being a teenager should be or something and I'm just a loser. I KNOW this isn't the case but I've watched too many slice-of-life useless teenager indie movies so I feel this way.
During those days we just hung around, it was usually just Sean, April, Jon, Ethan and I. Some guest stars. I like Jon a lot. Not so much sexually or romantically anymore but he's a really awesome person. And I swear when I'm around him(and sometimes Ethan) I realize what it's like to be a girl and be sexually harassed(COUGH AND KINDA ENJOY IT COUGH) because it's nonstop PRETEND TO BE GAY joking stuff with them. Also riding in a car smushed up against Jon for a while wasn't so bad. =]
I only today just hung out with Matt and Bobby. I don't want to sound like those cunts who are like EVERYONE BE TOUCHING ON ME but it really is true that Matt is really touchy-feely "friendly" affectionate with me. And it has SERIOUSLY gotten more so after he found out I was gay. Everyone noticed. But I like it. It's cute that he's so weird and in the closet or possibly straight(?). Dunno.
Tommorow my family(without my dad) and my grandma are going to some outlet mall to shop. This is kinda cool because I love my grandma but I REALLY hate shopping so fuuu-. Afterwards huge party at April's house though. I really can't wait. It shall be a great end to an interesting break. I'm so fucking stoked.
Also got a ton of new awesome musak from Jano(Jon) and am REEEALLY happy. I love that he has the same fucked up taste that I do.
This break has been really weird so far. But awesome.
Sunday-Monday-Mid-Tuesday I was either at someone else's house or in a car, driving around, usually stoned and sometimes not and it was just strange. It was kind of cool. I don't ever plan on smoking weed that much in such close proximity again because it was a little too much for my liking but it was interesting. I feel like for some reason that's how being a teenager should be or something and I'm just a loser. I KNOW this isn't the case but I've watched too many slice-of-life useless teenager indie movies so I feel this way.
During those days we just hung around, it was usually just Sean, April, Jon, Ethan and I. Some guest stars. I like Jon a lot. Not so much sexually or romantically anymore but he's a really awesome person. And I swear when I'm around him(and sometimes Ethan) I realize what it's like to be a girl and be sexually harassed(COUGH AND KINDA ENJOY IT COUGH) because it's nonstop PRETEND TO BE GAY joking stuff with them. Also riding in a car smushed up against Jon for a while wasn't so bad. =]
I only today just hung out with Matt and Bobby. I don't want to sound like those cunts who are like EVERYONE BE TOUCHING ON ME but it really is true that Matt is really touchy-feely "friendly" affectionate with me. And it has SERIOUSLY gotten more so after he found out I was gay. Everyone noticed. But I like it. It's cute that he's so weird and in the closet or possibly straight(?). Dunno.
Tommorow my family(without my dad) and my grandma are going to some outlet mall to shop. This is kinda cool because I love my grandma but I REALLY hate shopping so fuuu-. Afterwards huge party at April's house though. I really can't wait. It shall be a great end to an interesting break. I'm so fucking stoked.
Also got a ton of new awesome musak from Jano(Jon) and am REEEALLY happy. I love that he has the same fucked up taste that I do.