.xo.my angel joe.xo.
my friday night didn't feel too good. not til' about 12am, when i fell in the arms of joe. and just listened to his heart beat..and i played him some songs of my favorites. the smiths, radiohead, and finally...lamb. and this song 'gabriel' touches my heart. its beautiful, its perfect. it describes the exact way i feel about joe. he's my angel. i love him.
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He’s been there since the very start
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
Bless the day he came to be
Angel’s wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
the lyrics just don't add up..its listening to the song that really just blows my mind. its precious. i love lamb, i do. before i die, i have to see them live. i will not be complete, otherwise. but anyways, yes..things are really good. i mean i've been getting my crazy moodswings, as i always do. and its terribly annoying. i didn't make it out to the bar to hang with fernando & company because i felt just so sad and blah. i dunno. i drove around. i drank. i bought me a warm krispy kreme. man, that was delicious. then joe called. and i went over to his place and we talked for hours and listened to music and tried to watch 'the king of comedy' again. but again, we fell asleep. it was nice. i like being single and just enjoying time to myself. i'm just realizing more and more how things do happen because they are meant to and how much i'm learning and how wonderful it is..and i don't understand people that just up and jump into relationships just because. its silly. and its gonna be a disaster. but well, i guess they'll realize in time. what i have with joe is probably the most real and honest and beautiful thing i've ever had. better than any fucking relationship i ever had. not that i ever had that many. it is a friendship but one filled with such admiration for each other and love that its just overwhelming..and we grab each other and kiss our faces, all over, and tell each other how beautiful we are and- knowing that this is only the beginning of a long-time friendship makes my little heart burst with happiness.
gonna go buy some cloves and drinks and meet with my two lovely friends, joe & brice. and have a fabulous night. and approach more dumb bitches, just for kicks.
JUST FOR KICKS- thats my motto.
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
He’s been there since the very start
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
Bless the day he came to be
Angel’s wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
My angel gabriel
the lyrics just don't add up..its listening to the song that really just blows my mind. its precious. i love lamb, i do. before i die, i have to see them live. i will not be complete, otherwise. but anyways, yes..things are really good. i mean i've been getting my crazy moodswings, as i always do. and its terribly annoying. i didn't make it out to the bar to hang with fernando & company because i felt just so sad and blah. i dunno. i drove around. i drank. i bought me a warm krispy kreme. man, that was delicious. then joe called. and i went over to his place and we talked for hours and listened to music and tried to watch 'the king of comedy' again. but again, we fell asleep. it was nice. i like being single and just enjoying time to myself. i'm just realizing more and more how things do happen because they are meant to and how much i'm learning and how wonderful it is..and i don't understand people that just up and jump into relationships just because. its silly. and its gonna be a disaster. but well, i guess they'll realize in time. what i have with joe is probably the most real and honest and beautiful thing i've ever had. better than any fucking relationship i ever had. not that i ever had that many. it is a friendship but one filled with such admiration for each other and love that its just overwhelming..and we grab each other and kiss our faces, all over, and tell each other how beautiful we are and- knowing that this is only the beginning of a long-time friendship makes my little heart burst with happiness.
gonna go buy some cloves and drinks and meet with my two lovely friends, joe & brice. and have a fabulous night. and approach more dumb bitches, just for kicks.
JUST FOR KICKS- thats my motto.