Oh, shoot me.
Lastnight was fucking the worst night I've had since-
it was
what I'd been avoiding
or trying to avoid
to feel
it hurt all over again
and I thought I was OKAY
Its gonna be a while before I really am okay, I guess.
I'm gonna get the fuck out tonight for sure. I don't even care. Drive out to nowhere and drink and pass out, I don't care. I hate it when my family notices me not feeling well. I feel selfish and stupid. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.
it was
what I'd been avoiding
or trying to avoid
to feel
it hurt all over again
and I thought I was OKAY
Its gonna be a while before I really am okay, I guess.
I'm gonna get the fuck out tonight for sure. I don't even care. Drive out to nowhere and drink and pass out, I don't care. I hate it when my family notices me not feeling well. I feel selfish and stupid. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.