[ Hungry eyes ]

Jul 30, 2008 18:39

I am so craving passion right now.
just raw, back-scraping, lip biting, writhing passion.

I envy my friends in love, in couples, in sex, whatever theyre doing.
I miss feeling wanted.
i miss feeling sexy.
i miss that carnal shudder down my spine.

im not desperate. i know it might happen again.
im not about to take any dumb ass drastic measures.

I just had some pretty.... intense... dreams last night.
They had the feeling of not-so-normal dreams either.
Im pretty sure they were telling me something is gonna happen.
it wont last long, because in the dream the person i was with suddenly disappeared.
it might mean all i get is one shot, for one short time and then its all over.
but you know, right now, im fine with that.

I know that I dont need someone to love me to love myself.
besides, I am Psyche afterall.
I fell in love with love itself, and so no mortal will ever do.
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