holy crap the browser is slow today....
Well i haven't written anything in a few days so i figured maybe i should say something.... something. hahahahaha ya i'm a dork. Anyways its been a while since i've talked to anyone online... its like once school starts all you kiddies disappear. You're like roaches when the lights come on. As you may or may not have already guess i'm in an ok mood, but as always i'm bored as hell. It was a long weekend, but i still had fun from time to time. I finally came to the conclusion of: i cause most of the problems i have with brandon. I always have to open my big mouth with something and i don't know how to let other things go. BUT at the sametime its like wait i have every right to say what i please, whenever i please. Maybe i shouldn't do it when everything is ok. Thing is he hates it when i do it when we're arguing... in other words i can't win. To be perfectly honest i was extreamly close to leaving him this weekend. Just something finally kicked in while he and i were arruging and it was like what the hell am i doing here? But i got to thinking and i honestly can't imagine being with anyone else. He's my heart. Ya i know some people are going to be mad i said that but you know what i'm a big girl i can take care of myself. However i do appreciate you guys loving me that much to want to stick up for me. Anyways we're going to Clicks on thursday night because its there anniversary part... that should be fun. I hope Kelly is waitressing that night instead of being behind the bar. I need to cut my hair badly! Ok i guess i'll go now and find something else to do. Maybe just maybe someone will come online and i won't be so bored.... doubtful, but i'm still hopeful.