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It's been a full 3 hours since brandon left his house. I have no clue exactly where he went and now that i've tried to call his cell it just goes straight to his voicemail. I have no clue why it's doing that and its starting to freak me out. I have no clue whether he's ok or not. I hate not knowing. I don't want to call his hosue because i don't want to wake his mom, but i have no clue what to do right now. I just wish i knew if he was ok or not. He said he would call me when he got home but i thought he was going to and come right back or something. I'm making my self sick littereally because i'm so worried about bim. I guess i'm too paranoid, but if he would just answer his phone i wouldn't be like this at all. All i can do is sit here and wait and I HATE THAT! Nobody is online, why? i have no clue. That's also driving me nuts because i have no one to talk to. Ok i think brandon is home now. Why do i always put myself through that? I still haven't figured that out. I mean i have no clue why i'm so paranoid about things like that. I guess its just another fucked up thing about me...... oh well.