Things are lookin' up....
So today started out like any other day sucky.... mainly because i woke up sick and on top of that brandon and i got into it over something completely stupid. My logic is that it will just blow over and he'll forget about it and in time so will i. Well i was surprised at 11:00p.m. when i got a call from him telling me that he's off of work and he want's to come see me. Do you think i'd say no even though i'm not feeling so great... fuck no i wouldn't. I'm not that stupid. It's amazing how just a change in your mood can change the way things are going between you and someone else. I gave myself time to cry and what not earlier and so it helped a lot when i finally got out of the mood i was in. Then on top of that i get that call, that's just like ok wow. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. All we did at first was just sit here and talk. Not really about anything in particular but just random stuff that just came up as we carried a converstation. It was great because we didn't have any silence at all between us. He would think of something to say and so would i. I guess its because we haven't really talked too much over the past couple of days. Then eventually we ended up laying on my bed just talking like we were then one thing led to another and well we had some of the best sex ever. Even then it wasn't just sex, as chessie as this sounds we were making love. But ya it was some of the best ever and that's hard to beat with us because its always good, and that ain't no lie. I wish he could have staied here with me. That would have made it perfect but i'm really happy he came over and staied as long as he did. I guess that's why i love him so much. Anyways i just thought i'd share a moment of happiness since some people seem to think that i'm just sad all the time. I think i'll go to bed now and actually get a good sleep..... ta ta for now