I'm bad at chess. I can never look far enough ahead to win.

Jun 09, 2005 08:44

I know what makes me happy and what makes me unhappy, but this is no accomplishment since it is only true of the moment I'm in. I've lost all ability to analyze myself. I don't know generally what I want or need. I don't know how to be alone and I don't know how to be together. It's like my subconscience is my ruler and it's decided to leave me in the dark as to every morsel of its reasoning. This is not only disconcerting, but terribly dangerous to myself and others.

Just because I appreciate occasional solitude and independence does not mean that I like to be alone.

Whatever.
Forget me, world. Either I'm a loser or I've got pms. Or both, and the latter just helps me realize the former.
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