There's so much...

[fadingshimmer07]

I have so much on my mind right now so I have a feeling this entry will be terribly long, or at least somewhat.

So the past has been on my mind for the last few days and it hurts. There are just constant reminders everywhere. I guess it is just painful to see someone you spent so much time with and had such a big part of your heart for a long time

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[anonymous]

Is it not ironic how one criticizes someone else for the same thing one is guilty of? Is it not ironic how we cling to any hope that comes our way in times of trouble? If I know one thing for sure it's that: ..every time I see you I think about the past and how things could have been different. I hate myself for being so stubborn and naive. I hate that human nature allows me to act like that and for that, I'm sorry. Friends come and go and that might be the case. But I say times change and you have to make the best of it. So say you don't want it back and say you don't miss it but never forget.

[fadingshimmer07]

alright, but... how was I being hypocritical... whoever you are? And what exactly have a clung to?