checking in
Things are getting better. im feeling more functional than recent weeks.
i am still irritable, restless and feel motivation draining. i am caring less about things that have been stressing me which is also good. although it does feel a little like "one extreme to the other".
had some good time with some friends recently. that helped.
i also had a visit from someone who made me feel abit better about myself, if only for an hour. it helped.
i have things to look forward to.
its my birthday in a few weeks and i will be in cambodia.
2 weeks off work is much needed, although returning will be painful!
i wish i loved my work like i used to.
hopefully i will again some time. when things get better.
i am thankful i have work.
i am still not sure i realise i am in australia most days. when i remind myself ( a sign that says Melbourne...the sun...a particularly strong accent) i feel incredibly overwhelmed with appreciation and disbelief (the good kind!!)
i remind myself of the good things as often as i can.
my life is amazing. and i really do realise and appreciate this.
sometimes the black haze just blocks my vision.
but i do realise.
i do
xxx
i am still irritable, restless and feel motivation draining. i am caring less about things that have been stressing me which is also good. although it does feel a little like "one extreme to the other".
had some good time with some friends recently. that helped.
i also had a visit from someone who made me feel abit better about myself, if only for an hour. it helped.
i have things to look forward to.
its my birthday in a few weeks and i will be in cambodia.
2 weeks off work is much needed, although returning will be painful!
i wish i loved my work like i used to.
hopefully i will again some time. when things get better.
i am thankful i have work.
i am still not sure i realise i am in australia most days. when i remind myself ( a sign that says Melbourne...the sun...a particularly strong accent) i feel incredibly overwhelmed with appreciation and disbelief (the good kind!!)
i remind myself of the good things as often as i can.
my life is amazing. and i really do realise and appreciate this.
sometimes the black haze just blocks my vision.
but i do realise.
i do
xxx